inspirational.

i was checking out your friendster profile. i see all those testimonials and you replying them and stuff, i wonder why can't you do the same to me? but you know it doesn't really matter cos i don't give that much a fuck. and btw, i didn't know you were actually concerned about other people. i thought you were always such a self centered fuck.


and now i know
how much i loved you so
even though it's been a long while
i can't put you out of my mind.
sometimes i wish i could find
something which could get me out of this shit
but everytime i tried i'd end up back with this shit.
and now because i know we can never be
i've decided it's time i gave up already.
i still may not be over you
but i guess i actually gave up wanting you
and they say love is your loved one being happy
cos that i so totally agree
so i can't put in words how much you actually meant to me.
but whatever it is,
however it is,
i still want you to know that if you ever fall
i'd be there you catch you still